Manifestation is never not happening—and you're always experiencing ease or difficulty. Get in resonance with the Feminine Cycle, and experience the available ease.
This course is here to address the four phases of the Feminine Cycle of manifestation—the feminine cyclical creation and destruction pattern which we live out continually in perfectly ordinary ways.
Misunderstanding this cycle is common and painful.
To think that because we desire, we lack.
To think that because we receive we must earn.
To think that we could have and keep hold.
To think that we don’t want to release.
Resisting this cycle is necessary and painful. The dissonance of that resistance resolves into resonance, with no small degree of upset in the process.
Understanding the cycle means understanding all four phases and their medicine/gifts, it means understanding the misunderstandings, it means understanding the resistance and the consequences of resistance.
Understanding this cycle means that you can create effortlessly, without judgment. You can create in peace, in joy, in approval, including approval for the times when joy means pain. Thriving also sucks sometimes.
Understanding this cycle means embracing your nature. Releasing all that you've been told about who you should be and how creation happens. Seeing yourself as the template rather than trying to fit yourself into a template laid and made for someone else.
Resonance with this cycle also frees you from linear understandings of self, growth, and time--which is a double-edged sword. Resonating and embodying this without understanding it consciously can be confusing and unmooring and can make your process of creation seem unreasonable--until you have an understanding of what is happening and why. If you've experienced this confusion, this information can ground your embodied understanding in a valuable framework.
That's why I created this course, and why I'm offering a revamped version of it which you can consume at your own pace, as you're ready to let in dense and powerfully lifechanging information.
Wanting CAN go on forever...
Wanting is the one phase of the cycle where we can be arrested for days or months or years, our bodies literally in a holding pattern, before dropping into Receiving.
If your period is late and you aren't pregnant, it was actually a late ovulation, a drawing out of the follicular phase, the Wanting.
Receiving is conditional, not automatic. The context and practice of Wanting invites or repels the Receiving phase, and the most important piece of context is NOURISHMENT.
When women are undernourished or overperforming, their period stops, but what actually stops is their ovulation. They remain in the Wanting, waiting, a stasis just on the verge of Receiving, never quite getting there.
This happens in our metaphysical realities as well. Who among us has not experienced a project or achievement or partnership elude us, stretch ever farther away from our grasp, in our undernourished and desperate state?
Does it seem backwards, or like a catch-22 to think you must be resourced and nourished already to Receive?
Sadly, it is the way of things ALL over the place—the wet sponge greedily absorbs water which runs off the dry sponge.
That's why we do it little by little.
Receiving isn't something we turn on and off.
Instead we have an opportunity to recognize our receiving as an already-perfect, minuscule, ever-evolving practice we might then expand upon, applying the context to the places in life where we are stuck in perpetual Wanting.
I call it Precise Receiving. It's the antidote for black and white thinking, all or nothing thinking, the kind of thinking that assumes I see all that's available here, preventing me from Receiving what (of what is available) is truly FOR ME.
This is the weaving together of two of the phases of the Feminine Cycle, and there is SO much more in this nuanced framework which will give you actionable practices to bring to your life.
This course will explode your creative potential, help you understand what attracts that partner of your dreams and what drives them away, and most of all, arrive you in the place you imagine you'd be if you had "all the things." Peace with the ongoing process. It doesn't sound sexy, but I promise it is.
It's the way I date with an open heart and zero anxious thoughts.
It's the way I stand for my boundaries of love and comfort, never abandoning myself for a delusion of future reward.
It's the way I keep my business running without ever working.
It's the way I stay in play and pleasure with the ones I love, obeying my own exquisite standards about how I treat the ones I claim to care for.
This cycle is the ultimate key to tuning your life to resonate WITH your body, your cycle, your phases, the DYNAMIC SYSTEM that you are as a human being in a human body.
You were not meant to work at a steady rate, producing an ever-increasing number of widgets in an unchanging spectrum of light.
You were meant to be wild, energized and lethargic according to the seasons and conditions of your environment.
Get on board with the revolution of this cycle.
This Recorded Call is Free to All
This course is all about the Feminine Cycle of creation, manifestation, and experience. But this cycle has its foundations in a biological cycle engrained in the bodies of many women, in lines of those bearing children. The introductory teaching for this course is on this biological cycle, the female reproductive cycle and its 4 phases. This teaching is part of a free preview for this course, and will always be free.
Letting Go
Releasing: Recorded Teaching
Desire
Wanting: Recorded Teaching
Receiving Happens NOW
Receiving: Recorded Teaching
Having Something to Lose
Having: Recorded Teaching
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Wanting is winter
that immobile longing
relate to it how you will
I adore the way it drives me to my comforts
indoors
internal
inside
before long will be the spring of receiving
choking on the fertility
finally it is here
and it is
so
uncomfortable
arousing
exposing
all winter's longing revealed, blossoming, begging, opening and receiving.
having, the summer
it's here when you start thinking of how it will go
that the light is now disappearing
a chill morning
a breezy full moon evening
autumn's ever looming
but it is not here yet
will you bare your skin to the shining sun, knowing she's withholding herself from you, little by little as the days go by?
will you bask in what is here
get scraped and burned and exhausted
go sleepless and showerless and hungry?
will you gorge on the fruits, bleed on their thorns and let the sticky juice attract the flies?
will you sweat for it, will you shiver in the river? will you capture both ends of the light?
because release beckons
the fall
the harvest
such bounty in death!
Oh, we expect this bounty
everywhere but where it is
when we are letting go
accepting the death of the light
wishing it well with genuine gratitude
(having seen all there is to see, not distracted by any idea that there is something to look forward to)
we can only admire how it all played out
the food set on the table
packed in the cellar
thank you
I will use every bit of this.